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[Thursday
November 19th, at 11:24pm] |
i am seriously pissed at certain people, and i don't even think it's funny at all.
look, if someone puts in a lil bit of effort to set up an event page or whatsoever, and invites you to it.. you freaking make an effort to go through it and read the damn content! i keep getting people coming to me asking the obvious when it's all freaking listed right at that page, and all they need to do is to lift up 0.1% of their freaking finger muscle and click on it and make use of another 0.5 % of your eye power to read and understand what the content is!
first, you have internet so you can jolly well go search if it's not SPOONFED right to your eyes! Second, i don't think i look like a walking google website/street directory at all.
Isn't it purely common sense? Or if you don't have any, i'm sure you know something called basic respect. (*&^$%^&*()#@#$% *just needed to vent it out somewhere.
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[Wednesday
November 11th, at 10:22pm] |
1. i really need a new laptop. i'm so fustrated with this that i'm about to smash it on the floor. (nono..keep my cool)
2. am so (*&^%$#@#^&* pissed. do you have any time concept at all?have been chasing you for WEEKS for one simple quotation and have been getting tonnes of blank cheques. now do you even know it's 10.30PM and my phone is flooded with your missed calls just because you finally sent that stupid quote over. -doing the strangling motion in alley mcbeal style-
3. blackout for the whole estate yesterday night = horrible feeling. i hate darkness. not funny
no it's no pms. i'm seriously damn pissed off and fustrated with certain people.
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[Saturday
October 17th, at 4:54pm] |
back from hiatus. rebel was good yesterday, wished i didn't drive. =(
anw.. vids are up! =)))
love this choreo.
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[Wednesday
September 30th, at 9:54pm] |
i am sooo seriously braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadyyy pissed off!! if i were to see her on the streets i would have just slappped her man! okae maybe it wasn't entirely her decision BUT STILL!!!
months of hard work and anticipation for the event to happen soon is GONE! *pooof* just like that, along with your less than 5 sentence email which was CC-ed to the whole wide world, brushing us off just like that after putting us through hell.
like seriously? making us go back and forth UPTEEEEEEEN times with the revised(yet again) budget and proposal. AND after agreeing to engage us, you said you've no freaking budget?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! like you only knew you've no budget after half a year?!?!??!?! ARGHHHHHH!!!! hate ppl like that, hate ppl who thinks agencies are a waste of money BUT happily takes our ideas after COUNTLESS presentations.
)(*&^%$#$%^&*()*&^%$%^&*(!! WTH!!
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[Wednesday
September 23rd, at 3:49pm] |
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feels good to be sick only when you're around your family.
but anyway have been lazing around the house doing nothing. my throat hurts like crap and my head is spinning right round baby right round.
i guess i can't survive here on a long term basis cause they(the country) freaking blocked facebook, twitter, blogspot and youtube. hahahaha. crap -_-.
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| time-off |
[Sunday
September 20th, at 3:02pm] |
my time off have been going great:
1, got a lift to the airport from Jing. thanks dude.
2. had cheryl picking me up all the way from the inside of hk airport
3.she put me up in her apartment - and trust me, no one else can beat her to liking hello kitty man
4.took the mini bus to tuen mun and had a good breakfast
5.went to the mall to do some window shopping and had my eyes set on this pair of gorgeous dancing shoe - needless to say, i bought it. LOVVVVVED IT!
6. finally had the time to watch the first eps of GG Season 3. the good old times.
7. spent a great time lazing around in the apartment with cheryl.
8. will be seeing daddy and mummy in a few hours time in SZ bay. can't wait to see their new apartment. Finally met up with dad and mum and had the most awesome dinner. have never felt so happy eating until today.
9. LOVEEE their apartment and feels inseperable to it now..
Laterrrr!
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[Sunday
September 13th, at 10:55pm] |
as impractical as it may sound, or whatever many others (whom have seen more in life) have advised, i would like to give myself a chance to pursue what i really like. i've always hated the look on those working people's face every early morning in the bus. i have always told myself NEVER to be like them, NEVER to work for the sake of money or just .... working cause it's a phase that everyone has to go through.
to me, i have never accepted the fact that this is life, or this is how it should be without even giving what i like a shot.
and that being said, it has clearly shown how exhausted this path has been. let me have the strength to push on further till i get new responses.
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[Tuesday
September 1st, at 10:38pm] |
fuck it's really not helping. the distance is making it so much worse.
am really fucking fustrated.
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[Monday
August 31st, at 8:09pm] |
i woke up choking from tears and fell back into lala land within the next minute.
i still can't remember what the dream is all about, but it was SO tear-jerking that i could still feel the pain/misery when i had to wake up for work.
sometimes dreams feel soo real that it freaks me out.
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[Thursday
August 20th, at 11:27pm] |
watching the victoria secret fashion show on teevee right now. sigh... oh my dreeeeeam.
oh not the models, but being part of the fashion show operations.
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| what's there to do. |
[Thursday
August 13th, at 10:39pm] |
i figured i just had to write this down somewhere and lj was pretty much the best space to jot it down, and get some things done:
1. send my pants,top and dress for length alteration
2. getting new black pumps and heels
3. mani & pedi
4. stock up on amenities
5. start using my gift voucher before it expires = time for shopping after 3 months of abstinence.
6. packing my wardrobe + cupboard
7. re-sticking the photo frames that kept falling off the wall
8. master as many dishes + soup as possible by next Monday. (figured that it'll be impossible)
9. change the aussie dollars
10. get knee guards
cooked my very first soup today and it tasted....... funny and artificial, but mummy still drank up everything ; perhaps she's too hungry.-shrugs-
edit: everyone's asking how am i feeling and yada yada yada. frankly speaking, i think the impact hasn't set on me yet, just not yet. sigh
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[Sunday
August 2nd, at 11:07pm] |
Nov 08 - 3rd event
I'm starting to doubt the passion and interest i once talked about previously. It's been one year, only one year and i'm beginning to wonder if this is the path i wanna continue taking. Together with all the sudden departures in such a short notice, i'm really not motivated to do anything right now.
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[Saturday
July 18th, at 7:57pm] |
so here's a list of ppl whom i miss very much, and would love to see them the next min i open my eyes - regardless of its possibility:
val, rach, rara, mandy, kor, the buffalo gang, benny, cheryl, sherms, danielle.
and you too, but whatever, things don't go as per wished.
heading out now for some loving, laterrr people.
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[Sunday
July 12th, at 10:08pm] |
yours truly is back from hiatus.
finally got over the workaholic craze and you can finally spot some lazy ass (me) bumming around once again. just shopping, hanging and chilling out with bff today got me to think alot, on issues i've never quite figured out up till now.
the things we once sworn we'd never do, we slowly find ourselves being more like what we used to be against. is it really all about discipline or just being tired of having an image to upkeep. i guess people really do get weary at times, and when the stretching snaps - they give up.
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[Tuesday
June 23rd, at 10:06pm] |
What's up? Nothing. I can still count with my 10 fingers the number of hours I've slept for the past 5 days.
2 more weeks and all these "running-around-crazy-hectic-late-nights-irregular-meals-sleepy-eyes-nonstop-yawning-braindead-anti-social" behavior will end. -SCREAMS-
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[Sunday
June 14th, at 6:57pm] |
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just like a paper cut, it's subtle and insignificant; but hurts like shit.
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| superfly time |
[Sunday
June 7th, at 5:51pm] |
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Before i pack my bags for pooootget with my 2 dearest, i shall update this space after 9854456789 years. Things have been going on well and smooth, not much of a drama happening and i'm glad it remained this way.
( tell me what's going on? )
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[Saturday
May 2nd, at 1:43am] |
if you asked if i've tried, yes i tried to forgive.
but sometimes things aren't as unimportant as you have made it seem to be.
i still can't forget what you've put me through.
i am happy, but don't expect US to be happy.
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| blessed festive week |
[Wednesday
April 29th, at 10:32am] |
you know, i was thinking back and found that i've been saying "i had the best birthday ever" every year. it's true. but for this big 21, it's a twist and turn for me, in an awesome way. it's a point which reallly hit me hard and showed me how blessed and fortunate i am to be surrounded with this really great bunch of ppl.
-a family whom i can lean on anytime anywhere
-the 2 ever awesome elder brothers who love and dote on me unconditionally.
-the greatest bff that anyone could have ever own
-the best guy friends who stood by me through good and bad times
-the close friends who are still dear for over 10 years.
-the new friends who stepped into my life and bonded so closely.
-the uni. group who taught me reality and sets me in pace for the world.
and not to forget especially, those who time and again have kept me in their prayers throughout.
even as saturday passes, hangover recovers and a monday blue re-surfaces, i still felt all the well-wishes and the love wrapped around me.
saturday's party was a blast, and i literally meant A BLAST.
sunday's recovery stage was heart-warming as the family sat together to laugh about the silly moments we had the night before.
monday was dad&mum day where they brought me get a new phone to subst my old one, dad still put a smile on his face even when i felt his pocket burning, and said " as long as you're happy"
tues was swimming with pris, lunch with xue toren and beks, and dinner at the oh-so-heartwarming bff's place.
wed arrives as the clock strikes 12 and marks an end to my 20th, moving me forward to my 1st minute of being 21. it was cake-making session with pris over for stayover, and sherman over for some fun and soccer as well.
woke up to a rainy morning with well-wishes flooded over my inbox and facebook. it's been such a great week, soooo good that i can hardly believe it.
i'm stumped, for words.
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